Well Going to my Grandfathers funeral was an expeirence to remember. Thanksgiving involved whip cream fights and family. And now I am busy trying to sign up for classes and saving money! Hope everyone is enjoying their holiday season!


Christes maesse

Sad Family Happening!

My Dear Grandfather Passed in his sleep in the early hours of this Morning! He has suffered many years with the disease Alziemers and is now free from the pain and memory loss. I only wish for the his happiness as he is reunited with my Grandmother who loved him dearly. To all those who have family who have suffered from this disease know that all is not lost and in the end they know who love and care for them!

I love you Grandpa be at peace!




-Pax-

Long time, No speak!

Well many may wonder but at times I think that they do not see beyond that which they wish to see. I am now and forever proclaiming that I write these updates in a different manner. One which is truer to myself and, as close to my personality as is possible. Though that may be quite frightening at times! These past months I have learned more about myself and what I truly wish to be! Oh how these things seem fickle but truly show us our strengths. Family has become the most important thing to me, even more so than before. Helping my Mother dear with my Grandfather who suffers from Alziemers. To helping my brother in his story writing. Also Tests have been taken to help pave the road to greater knowledge. If that has succeeded is yet to be seen. But for now I leave you, As I must prepare myself for work this evening!



insana, insanus, insani

Oops!!! I totally forgot!!!

So... I have not been keeping this up as I should! School is almost over! Yeah!!! Test tests and more tests! Yeck! Oh well I am learning and enjoying it! Except the stress part anyway!!! Well I will try to keep this up better in the future!!

Sorry!!!!

I have totally not been on the ball this week! Okay my computer power cord stopped working so I have been using the School's computers. And I totally forgot to update! So horrible of me! Anyway I am doing pretty good! I really suck at the math, though I am getting better! Yeah! I am actually starting to understand algerbra! yes!!! One of my goals in life is being fulfilled!!!!! any way I will try to be better at doing this. I feel horrid about not updating in soooo.... Long!!! any way home work is calling!!!! Later!

Wisdom Tooth

I totally forgot again. Anyway! In the morning the whole school is going to particapate in the exodus reinactment. It is going to be cold. Brrrr! I am going to be busy tomorrow catching up on school work and getting ahead on some. (Cross your fingers!!!!) I found that i don't say much on these. Sorry for that! Had choir tonight it was fun but I was getting pretty tired towards the end. Oh guess what? I have a wisdom tooth coming in! Oh Joy!!!! I hope it is only the one! Its the only one I have room for!!! Right now it is kinda of irratating but luckily it is not to painfull right now! (Thank heavens) I have about forty pages of reading to do some I am going to try and get some headway in that! Night all! At least for now!

My brother, and friend

I had a good day today! Learned quite a bit at church! I was kinda clingy with my brother today! I don't know why! But it was really sweet of him to put up with it! I love my brother he is my best friend! Always there when I need it and gives me random piggy back rides! I love piggy back rides! I don't know what I am going to do when he goes on his mission in the fall! He says I gonna have a guy by then but I doubt! We shall see! oh well I will leave you here for the day and lots of hugs to my sweet brother!

Tired!!!! (Big Yawn!!)

Tired!! almost falling asleep! Only have one chapter left in one of my books! Not going to say much tonight hope all is well with everyone!

Yikes!!!

Oh yeah! I was soooo worried! I had accidenlty signed out of one of the sites I do my homework through and it wasn't letting me sign back in. I was starting to freak out! So I finally just turned my computer off. And guess what? As soon as I get on the site I am signed in! I was so relived!
I got to babysit my neices tonight It was uh fun, interesting, patience trying. Well they were just being them! Oh well I love them to death anyway!

Quiz and Reading!

Yeah! A Quiz is done and over with! I feel pretty good about it! Hope I did well! Tired but have quite a bit of reading left to do. Will be doing as much as I can before exhaustion catches up with me! 'sigh' I have not been able to stay awake past 11:p.m. lately. And I have no Idea why! Maybe someone else will know? Don't know! Oh well have to get to the dreaded reading! UGH!!

I will not lower my goals or expectations!

This is getting interesting! Studying has been hard to get used to doing again! I just hope that it will come to something! Life is not always easy but I would not change it for anything! Not one Jot not one tittle. My life is my own and I will work hard for what I want. I'll take the consequences but I will not not reach any lower then the stars. My goal is what I want not what the world wants for me! I do want I must to do my best! That is all I can do!

Irrateing Fellow Students!!!!!

Tired! ugh! I have to wake up early tomorrow to finish homework! bleh!! I love doing it, but when a fellow college student comes in your room comandeirs your computer, or talks endlessly and loud! HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO IT!!!!!!! ugh! It is so aggrevaiting! And the same person has done it twice!!! TWICE!!! No less! I know I am at times to nice for my own good but if this effects my grades I am so going to be mad!!!! I have enough trouble keeping up with school work!!! Okay any way I am doing great! Hoping to be done studying for one subject by tomorrow so I can Take a test and then Study for another later this week! Ah Busy day!!! OOh well Gotta go study!

Any Hoo!

Alright! Today has been fun, interesting and tiring! I will not explain how or why! I have homework that needs done by Monday night. Sleep to catch up on! And just keeping some time for myself and paint! Ah well I am now working on my family history! It is going to be pretty intersting! any hoo! Have a good night all!

Almost forgot AGAIN!!!!!!

Okay, I almost forgot to write again! Seriously! Today has been relaxing! Went to choir, and voice boot camp before hand! Got really nervous because the teacher had everybody follow what I was doing! Ah well! Got a call from my old Boss If I had a car I would have a job right now! urgh!! So unfair! any hoo. hmmm.... What do I want to talk about? Don't know! oh well I'll just leave it here for today then!

I forgot!!!

Ugh, I forgot to write again! Home work sure makes you forget everything else! umf! Live can sure be unfair at times, but I wouldn't have it anyother way! Ye he! Live is a song! Alright i might wright more later but I am going to leave here for now. Lots of reading to do! ugh!!! I love to read but sometimes it just gets soooo boring!

Homework pains!

Ugh! I just my text book today and still had to do two quizes. It is really not fair. I'm tired but still have some homework to finish up! I'll eventually get it so I do it right away but a Little at a time I say! oh well! I better get at whats left so I'll leave you here for today!

I'm tired!

Church was good today! We learned about the creation. It was really interesting. I feel really tired today! Don't know why though! I am not going to be having fun tomorrow. I have to see if the library has a text book so I can do my homework. My book unfortunately does not get here till the middle of the week! Ugh! It is so annoying! Hey Everyone if you could keep my little nephew Beck in your prayers I would greatly appreciate it! He is in the hospital right now and he is only 6 months old! And he is to small even for a premie baby! so Please keep him in your prayers I would love you forever!

Dance til the last stroke of midnight!

I have been having alot of fun. Dancing and just goofing off! It is just to fun. especially when you get the weirdest looks. So instead of running or doing pushups for exercise I have been doing dancercise or just dancin'. Plain fun! HHmm oh yeah I have also been reading and loving life to the fullest. Even if my introvert tendencies creep up on me once in awhile! ugh! I hate it when it does that. Oh you have got to listen to uptown girl by westlife! It is really fun and upbeat! Plus the guys are to bad to look at! Hmmm! Never mind don't do that I want them to myself! I am being extremely random right now but I can't bring myself to care! so ha! I am insana!!!! If you don;t know that is the feminine word for insane in latin!

Ahhh! the Horrors of home work!

As you can guess I have homework to do! (Ahh! I'm going to run and hide in the closet!) But if I want to succeed I will do what I must. 'I shudder with the horror'. Oh well I only have to read but the books can get very very ver...... oh yeah boring!
I hope my text book will get here soon though kinda hard to do homework without it!
Student life is fun and yet interesting I guess would be the right word?
So on to randomness!!!! I like to sing... I like to dance... I want to date... (oh did I say that? oops oh well!) hhmm. I like the flowers, I like the mountains, Oh wrong words. Hee,hee! Yes I am weird, and I love it! so I stick my tongue at you! leh!
Any way have had a fun day and just felt like being my weird self amazing isn't it?

College Life has Begun!

Hey All,
So I am now one among the College students. Those who eat macaroni and cheese, and stay up till all hours of the night doing homework. It has been fun. I have a busy schedule with 15 credits. Eekk!! But I like it when I am busy! All of my classes are informative and fun! No matter how weird that seems.
Okay I am going to explain the name of this blog. I have always escaped the worries of the world by escaping to my own fantasy world in my own mind or reading about others. I even write about some of them now! But it also kinda fit my personality. It is always fun doing what people least expect you to do!!
I am hopefully going to write a new post every few days if I don't forget I have this hhmmm! Make comment so I will remember please!!!!!